Whoa... i'd not been resting enough this week... incessant events, activities, tests and assignments queuing up in a long long list...
Gotta freaked out soon... LOL
Came across this words in my personnel supervision lecture notes... "external locus of control"...
Im one of the committee for the Malaysian Symposium on Biomedical Science 2010... (in fact, now im slacking in the main lecture hall :P) As u all should already knew... Organizing an event especially such a big one like this... is never been easy... its very TOUGH actually...
Many things went wrong... and i noticed many ppl are practicing external locus of control... what it means is one tend to blame others or natural uncontrolled causes that caused the problems...
Most ppl only know how to blames others... and we all tend to blame others 1st when anything goes wrong without really reconsidering... do u noticed that trend? So when will only a person will make him/herself as the primary cause of the events 1st?
I guess this is something that we all need to learn to be successful in an organisation and meet organisation goals as a whole...
Try to be aware of these when u wanna blame someone on something in the future... If u really consider the cause... It always everyone's fault :)
ps: now obviously it will be my fault if i didnt get all my assignments done during the weekends... die~ LOL
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*246 - How Medical Sciences Works
When u read a medical or health article... do u notice something special bout it? its like a new way of writing an article totally different and unique to other kinds of work...
A very good example which u may be familiar of...
"High blood cholesterol level may increase risk of stroke"
Noticed something? Anything?
I'd been observing these few years ago and i'll say that science, health sciences especially is NOT DEFINITIVE...
So wat do u mean by MAY INCREASE RISK of stroke? does it cause stroke? does everyone with high cholesterol gets stroke? do it mean it maybe increase ur risk or it may not be?
We are studying and researching health sciences using statistic... considering all the variations, exceptions and individuality... everything is in percentage... how u can really understand health sciences?
In my opinion... one needs to know the true pathology, or physiology of the disease... u'll need to know how stroke develop... wat's the process that cause blood vessels blockage in the brain... then u evaluate urself wat factors can affect the pathways of the process...
Whey im writing this? coz most of the time wat public gets from a medical journal or article may not be the most correct info... they may understand the wrong concept... from the above example... it doesnt mean that reducing ur cholesterol intake will reduce ur blood cholesterol and helped on ur stroke...
How much do u agree with me?
A very good example which u may be familiar of...
"High blood cholesterol level may increase risk of stroke"
Noticed something? Anything?
I'd been observing these few years ago and i'll say that science, health sciences especially is NOT DEFINITIVE...
So wat do u mean by MAY INCREASE RISK of stroke? does it cause stroke? does everyone with high cholesterol gets stroke? do it mean it maybe increase ur risk or it may not be?
We are studying and researching health sciences using statistic... considering all the variations, exceptions and individuality... everything is in percentage... how u can really understand health sciences?
In my opinion... one needs to know the true pathology, or physiology of the disease... u'll need to know how stroke develop... wat's the process that cause blood vessels blockage in the brain... then u evaluate urself wat factors can affect the pathways of the process...
Whey im writing this? coz most of the time wat public gets from a medical journal or article may not be the most correct info... they may understand the wrong concept... from the above example... it doesnt mean that reducing ur cholesterol intake will reduce ur blood cholesterol and helped on ur stroke...
How much do u agree with me?
*245 - To Be Honest
its been 3 months i didnt blog properly... if u noticed... so where i'd been?
not that i lost passion to blogging... i had so many things to share with all my readers... but something caught my thought 3 months ago...
I'd been blogging bout happenings of my life... posting photos bla bla bla... but i realised that ppl can track u from there... by reading, analysing all the blog post... one can simply guess and assume things bout you...
same thing happens on facebook too... ppl can stalk you... comment ur character behind you.... based on the info they gathered from blogs and social networking sites... which is not true most of the time...
its still ok when this is done by frens... but wat about by authorities? your employer? or your superior?
to be honest, this is why i stopped update my blog and seldom post any status... i lived an exciting life... should i share everything?
not that i lost passion to blogging... i had so many things to share with all my readers... but something caught my thought 3 months ago...
I'd been blogging bout happenings of my life... posting photos bla bla bla... but i realised that ppl can track u from there... by reading, analysing all the blog post... one can simply guess and assume things bout you...
same thing happens on facebook too... ppl can stalk you... comment ur character behind you.... based on the info they gathered from blogs and social networking sites... which is not true most of the time...
its still ok when this is done by frens... but wat about by authorities? your employer? or your superior?
to be honest, this is why i stopped update my blog and seldom post any status... i lived an exciting life... should i share everything?
*242 - Eastin Hotel, Penang
Another "Balik Penang" trip for my family this holiday... and this time we stayed in the new Eastin Hotel in Bayan Lepas Penang... Very near to QueensBay Mall... In fact its just 3 mins walk...
Its another business class hotel that is highly advertised in papers, magazines etc... U can tell that too after u notice numerous of signs and billboards pointing ur way to the hotels... Very good publicity i'll say since its still very new and they already got their rooms all filled up this holiday...
Eastin is a very beautiful building... I'll say its one of the best hotel in Penang in design exteriorly and interiorly... Modern urban designing with a sense of nature... Hmmm... (G Hotel still has the best design)
At the lobby, there's a small lounge beside... Very small i'll say... Nothing special there... And on the other corner is the restaurant that serves buffet breakfast, lunch and dinner... Swee Brasserie... I got to know from Michelle's fren that the chef are sent overseas (France if not mistaken) to learn all the food specialty... No reviews on the food since i did not dine there... Who wanna eat in that restaurant while in Penang? LOL... Local hawker stalls is so so much more tempting xD
Here's the Not-So-Good part... Had quite a bad experience with the service there... Staff were not well-trained and they are all totally BLUR =.= mayb its still new...
We called for reservation few weeks b4 the trip... The receptionist said reservation must be made to the sales department... but we tried to called a few times and for a few days... Its always engaged... I doubt that they have such good business O.o Then we manage to get the receptionist to reserve for us (as wat we're told she will inform the sales department)... When we reached there, there's no room for us... Since we got her name, we asked to girl out to solve the problem... And she said she inform the sales department... and its the sales department fault... After unsuccessful dealing with the sales department officer, we request to speak to the sales manager... One funny question he ask us: "we have 5 managers, which one u wanna speak to?" LOL... really LOLed... How i know which manager i wanna speak to... Just call a relevant manager out la =.=
We got our room... Instead of the room we reserved, there's only 1 seaview room available (suppose its at rm198++ but we manage to have it for the price of rm168++ as the room we reserved)... Wow... Seaview... That's the seaview we had...
I wondered how that small piece of sea cost another rm30++ O.o... Damn not worth it... I can see QueensBay Mall, Pulau Jerejak and the OXO cafe from my room :)
For the rooms... Its very very very very small... They advertised they use LCD tv in every room... And now i know why they use LCD tv... Coz i cant even find a place to put the conventional tv... O.o See for urself...
In conclusion... Its a very beautiful hotel, near to shopping mall but not so value for money and not really that comfortable... I think their service will improve after sometime but meanwhile their staffs are still very blur... LOL... There's still plenty of better hotels out there :P
Its another business class hotel that is highly advertised in papers, magazines etc... U can tell that too after u notice numerous of signs and billboards pointing ur way to the hotels... Very good publicity i'll say since its still very new and they already got their rooms all filled up this holiday...
Eastin is a very beautiful building... I'll say its one of the best hotel in Penang in design exteriorly and interiorly... Modern urban designing with a sense of nature... Hmmm... (G Hotel still has the best design)
At the lobby, there's a small lounge beside... Very small i'll say... Nothing special there... And on the other corner is the restaurant that serves buffet breakfast, lunch and dinner... Swee Brasserie... I got to know from Michelle's fren that the chef are sent overseas (France if not mistaken) to learn all the food specialty... No reviews on the food since i did not dine there... Who wanna eat in that restaurant while in Penang? LOL... Local hawker stalls is so so much more tempting xD
Here's the Not-So-Good part... Had quite a bad experience with the service there... Staff were not well-trained and they are all totally BLUR =.= mayb its still new...
We called for reservation few weeks b4 the trip... The receptionist said reservation must be made to the sales department... but we tried to called a few times and for a few days... Its always engaged... I doubt that they have such good business O.o Then we manage to get the receptionist to reserve for us (as wat we're told she will inform the sales department)... When we reached there, there's no room for us... Since we got her name, we asked to girl out to solve the problem... And she said she inform the sales department... and its the sales department fault... After unsuccessful dealing with the sales department officer, we request to speak to the sales manager... One funny question he ask us: "we have 5 managers, which one u wanna speak to?" LOL... really LOLed... How i know which manager i wanna speak to... Just call a relevant manager out la =.=
We got our room... Instead of the room we reserved, there's only 1 seaview room available (suppose its at rm198++ but we manage to have it for the price of rm168++ as the room we reserved)... Wow... Seaview... That's the seaview we had...
I wondered how that small piece of sea cost another rm30++ O.o... Damn not worth it... I can see QueensBay Mall, Pulau Jerejak and the OXO cafe from my room :)
For the rooms... Its very very very very small... They advertised they use LCD tv in every room... And now i know why they use LCD tv... Coz i cant even find a place to put the conventional tv... O.o See for urself...
In conclusion... Its a very beautiful hotel, near to shopping mall but not so value for money and not really that comfortable... I think their service will improve after sometime but meanwhile their staffs are still very blur... LOL... There's still plenty of better hotels out there :P
*239 - Post-Job: I'm Grateful
Talking bout my last job... (finally im writing bout it :P)
My night shift ended after 6am... 7something if there's OT... Frankly... Its been a very long time i'd missed the Sunrise and totally forgotten the beauty of it... The view of nature is always so fascinating... This job allowed me to cherish the Sunrise once again... I felt so energetic every early morning (though mayb that's my punch-out time xD), listened to Hitz.fm morning crew, watching the city lights go off one by one... It gave u inspiration and motivation with "Its a new day!" kind of feel... Why dont u try rising early and experience it urself... with a good breakfast meal, these sure will make ur day!
This is the one video that u'll like to watch it every morning... Its in my com, my phone, my ipod... Inspiring video that helps u jump start ur day :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zf8zqdu3TtA
More readings:
10 Benefits of Rising Early and How To Do It
Advantages of Rising Early
My night shift ended after 6am... 7something if there's OT... Frankly... Its been a very long time i'd missed the Sunrise and totally forgotten the beauty of it... The view of nature is always so fascinating... This job allowed me to cherish the Sunrise once again... I felt so energetic every early morning (though mayb that's my punch-out time xD), listened to Hitz.fm morning crew, watching the city lights go off one by one... It gave u inspiration and motivation with "Its a new day!" kind of feel... Why dont u try rising early and experience it urself... with a good breakfast meal, these sure will make ur day!
This is the one video that u'll like to watch it every morning... Its in my com, my phone, my ipod... Inspiring video that helps u jump start ur day :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zf8zqdu3TtA
ps: Im going camping at bukit cahaya now ;)
More readings:
10 Benefits of Rising Early and How To Do It
Advantages of Rising Early
*238 - My Mum Also On FB Now... OMG =.=
Holy crab... my MUM just got her FACEBOOK... O.o
Should or shouldnt i add her? O.o OMG OMG OMG OMG~
ps: she's now so happy laughing there to see my bro commented on her photo =.=|||
*235 - Why This Job?
Sorry people... Was missing for weeks from the blogosphere :/ Im totally lack of writing inspiration due to sleep deprivation... My data entry job huh...
Yeah... Night shift did make a person's biological clock go haywire... Do consider twice (million times is recommended) if u wish to work night shift =.= Some experience to share... Before u can adapt to the change, u're a total mess... U cant eat, u cant sleep and u cant even find a time to poop :/ I was having problem in identifying which day im in... What's my lunch time and what's my dinner time or perhaps others called it supper and breakfast? O.o
Many ppl had been asking me "Why this job?"... and the fact is i had to agree with u its not a worth-to-do job at all... Odd timing, not a really high pay job, distant workplace, stupid parking charges and blood-sucking tolls, the one and only one mamak available that serve the worst food i ever had... Hmmm... Complains still can go on and on...
Not that i really in need of money to live on, i chose this job just because its offer suits my calendar... Today will be my last day and i'll be enjoying my sem break... To think logic financially, despite those complains i got above, why not i earn some (really SOME after all deductions) rather than i sit at home and do nothing? Unless i got a better job offer, or else i'll stick to this job of course... Not that u can always choose a good job anyway...
Many ppl especially graduates tend to choose their job so fastidiously... End up "this not a good time", "this not having good pay", "this just sucks" or whatever... this doesnt help in anyway financially... It will only waste ur time unemployed (mayb be u can hav some mushrooms after u grow it at home =.=) Why not do some not-so-good job until u find a better offer? Something is better than nothing... Its either u earn money or keep spending money, u still at least need to eat right?
Thus that's how i ended up in this job and trying to detach myself from my comfort zone... Trying to stop my expenditure and at least accumulate some cash too... On the other hand, i noticed how lucky am i compare to my other colleagues... plus Every new place u will learn something new... something its there but u may never realise before... I'll share wat i learned in my next post xD
Yeah... Night shift did make a person's biological clock go haywire... Do consider twice (million times is recommended) if u wish to work night shift =.= Some experience to share... Before u can adapt to the change, u're a total mess... U cant eat, u cant sleep and u cant even find a time to poop :/ I was having problem in identifying which day im in... What's my lunch time and what's my dinner time or perhaps others called it supper and breakfast? O.o
Many ppl had been asking me "Why this job?"... and the fact is i had to agree with u its not a worth-to-do job at all... Odd timing, not a really high pay job, distant workplace, stupid parking charges and blood-sucking tolls, the one and only one mamak available that serve the worst food i ever had... Hmmm... Complains still can go on and on...
Not that i really in need of money to live on, i chose this job just because its offer suits my calendar... Today will be my last day and i'll be enjoying my sem break... To think logic financially, despite those complains i got above, why not i earn some (really SOME after all deductions) rather than i sit at home and do nothing? Unless i got a better job offer, or else i'll stick to this job of course... Not that u can always choose a good job anyway...
Many ppl especially graduates tend to choose their job so fastidiously... End up "this not a good time", "this not having good pay", "this just sucks" or whatever... this doesnt help in anyway financially... It will only waste ur time unemployed (mayb be u can hav some mushrooms after u grow it at home =.=) Why not do some not-so-good job until u find a better offer? Something is better than nothing... Its either u earn money or keep spending money, u still at least need to eat right?
Thus that's how i ended up in this job and trying to detach myself from my comfort zone... Trying to stop my expenditure and at least accumulate some cash too... On the other hand, i noticed how lucky am i compare to my other colleagues... plus Every new place u will learn something new... something its there but u may never realise before... I'll share wat i learned in my next post xD
*234 - Kinda My Easiest and Worst Job
Cant believe im still so so busy until i left my blog alone even after my finals... Events after events, functions to attend, friends to entertain and pile of things to do that got me insane =.=
Im hooked up to a data entry job Joachim introduced... We're suppose to key in the center no. and candidate number on the exam papers tat UK students sat for... Something i dont understand though... Why dont they use Optical readers for this numerical entry? Imagine u're wasting resources paying hundres of ppl, doing 3 passes to check the accuracy of the data, jeopardize hundred's health as we're working UK time... Oh god...
Basically quite a boring routine job working like a robot =.= u type in wat u see, next, type in wat u see, next~ for the whole damn night... From now on, i swear i wont be complaining if anyone keys in my info wrongly... Now i know how hard it is =.=
So tat's my life recently... Just a temporary project so i guess i'll be free soon... with a bit of extra cash :)
ps: dont ask me out to mamak recently... im having mamak (the only place nearby) for supper everyday :/
Im hooked up to a data entry job Joachim introduced... We're suppose to key in the center no. and candidate number on the exam papers tat UK students sat for... Something i dont understand though... Why dont they use Optical readers for this numerical entry? Imagine u're wasting resources paying hundres of ppl, doing 3 passes to check the accuracy of the data, jeopardize hundred's health as we're working UK time... Oh god...
Basically quite a boring routine job working like a robot =.= u type in wat u see, next, type in wat u see, next~ for the whole damn night... From now on, i swear i wont be complaining if anyone keys in my info wrongly... Now i know how hard it is =.=
So tat's my life recently... Just a temporary project so i guess i'll be free soon... with a bit of extra cash :)
ps: dont ask me out to mamak recently... im having mamak (the only place nearby) for supper everyday :/
*232 - I'm Busy Again Recently... Busy Cooking :P
Yeah... u heard me... Im very busy...... Busy cooking... Busy serving... Busy renovating... :P
Ur Piquant Choice Cafe in Facebook's Cafe World... LOL
What u think? hehe... Allow me to intro my concept a bit ya xD
It suppose to be a western style restaurant... Cozy romantic and perhaps fine dining... The material used for the interior will be mainly wood and bricks... With an open air garden in the middle for some dine-in-nature experience...
Future plans... Will be replacing those ugly windows soon... not enough money ma... Suppose there wont be any windows in this restaurant... More of like private dining kind of feel... Then perhaps more deco for my garden in the middle... Thinking to get a fountain also... will be costing me 75k =.= After expansion... mayb a VIP area etc...
In fact... I wish i got a real restaurant to play with instead of this one :/
Ur Piquant Choice Cafe in Facebook's Cafe World... LOL
dont kill me k...
It suppose to be a western style restaurant... Cozy romantic and perhaps fine dining... The material used for the interior will be mainly wood and bricks... With an open air garden in the middle for some dine-in-nature experience...
Future plans... Will be replacing those ugly windows soon... not enough money ma... Suppose there wont be any windows in this restaurant... More of like private dining kind of feel... Then perhaps more deco for my garden in the middle... Thinking to get a fountain also... will be costing me 75k =.= After expansion... mayb a VIP area etc...
In fact... I wish i got a real restaurant to play with instead of this one :/
*231 - I Ter-Strike Lottery Or Wat?
Went to bought lunch with my dad... And here we got~
1 BIG fish head... 1 quite a BIG plate of Lala... 4 rice with 4 different vegetables... 2 half salty duck eggs... 3 servings of fried eggs with bitter gourd... and 1 big bowl of soup...
All in RM12!!! Can u believe it? 4 person's lunch... that's only rm3 per pax =.=
I think the uncle count wrongly or wat la... Must be a good day for me and a bad day for him :/ LOL
1 BIG fish head... 1 quite a BIG plate of Lala... 4 rice with 4 different vegetables... 2 half salty duck eggs... 3 servings of fried eggs with bitter gourd... and 1 big bowl of soup...
All in RM12!!! Can u believe it? 4 person's lunch... that's only rm3 per pax =.=
I think the uncle count wrongly or wat la... Must be a good day for me and a bad day for him :/ LOL
*228 - I Hate Worms!
Finally i finish my parasitology course! Cant believe i still make it through ALIVE :/
No more worms please... No more...
Worms cause insomnia, stress, depression, dementia, delirium... and near death experience...
After all those memorizing, im still walking into the hall... BLANK... So dont expect anything k...
No more worms please... No more...
Worms cause insomnia, stress, depression, dementia, delirium... and near death experience...
After all those memorizing, im still walking into the hall... BLANK... So dont expect anything k...
*223 - Life's A Climb
Yest, King sent me something bout the horoscope... the so damn accurate horoscope... freaky :/... yeah... kinda true tat virgos tend to hide when they're emo... emo in the sense of trying to sort out the problems...
Back to wat im suppose to write... Missed the movie Hannah Montana last time. Watched it after i copied from Sim Sim... I'll say i got the right movie at the right time.. Love her quote: "Life's a climb"...
I just read on the Hierachy of Needs on Autopilot this morning... there it wrote: "most of us skip the bottom steps and move right up to the top levels and eventually end up falling back down."... had to agree on that... i skipped too many fundamental steps and now hit the ground hard eventually...
Its all about the climb... And i'll keep climbing... From point zero again...
"caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be; cant go far, but you can always dream; wish you may and wish you might, dont you worry, hold on tight; i promise you there will come someday; butterfly, fly away~"
Back to wat im suppose to write... Missed the movie Hannah Montana last time. Watched it after i copied from Sim Sim... I'll say i got the right movie at the right time.. Love her quote: "Life's a climb"...
Its all about the climb... And i'll keep climbing... From point zero again...
"caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be; cant go far, but you can always dream; wish you may and wish you might, dont you worry, hold on tight; i promise you there will come someday; butterfly, fly away~"
*211 - I am still Sleepwalking...
I noticed recently (or perhaps all the while) i am sleepwalking through my life... living day after day... without a good big whole picture of my life...
Thinking wanna settle down d from October onwards... but seems like procrastination is the success killer... LOL
Ok... seriously... gotta settle down d... Been months of happy-go-lucky life... since everything is getting bac on track... i'll be continuing on my initial journey...
More readings:
Are You Sleepwalking Your Life Away
How To Find Out If You Are Living Your Real Purpose Now
You Are The CEO Of Your Life
ps: im having a stupidly boring exam month now =.=
Thinking wanna settle down d from October onwards... but seems like procrastination is the success killer... LOL
Ok... seriously... gotta settle down d... Been months of happy-go-lucky life... since everything is getting bac on track... i'll be continuing on my initial journey...
More readings:
Are You Sleepwalking Your Life Away
How To Find Out If You Are Living Your Real Purpose Now
You Are The CEO Of Your Life
ps: im having a stupidly boring exam month now =.=
*210 - Short Nag
=.=
Dunno why... this week im in the state where i just cant finish anything... i got this waiting... got tat on my list and i just cant get everything done... haih...
Many things to blog and i just duno where to start and when to do it...
Dunno how to express myself... mayb just lost my direction... Hopefully i'll be back soon...
=.=
Dunno why... this week im in the state where i just cant finish anything... i got this waiting... got tat on my list and i just cant get everything done... haih...
Many things to blog and i just duno where to start and when to do it...
Dunno how to express myself... mayb just lost my direction... Hopefully i'll be back soon...
=.=
*209 - Funny Facebook Encounter
Character introduction:Steven Lee - My dad
Tina Lee - My aunt
and YES! they are in my facebook friend list...
Yesterday, as usual, i did wat a normal teen do, i posted a status of "Can i not go to class tomorrow? =.=" then here goes the very funny part...
My dad commented: "You have definitely enjoy yourself during Raya holidays. Time to get back to your books" O.o
Then i reply truthfully: "OMG... tat's why we shouldnt add parents into our facebook... hehehehehehehehehehehehe :P i got attend class n read books la"
And surprisingly, my aunt agreed to that: "dats rite.. its obvious y my children never add us"
LOL.................. WTF~
ps: are they in my blog too? O.o
*204 - My Bro Is Flying Tonight.....
Daniel is flying to London early this dawn...... He is going to do Pharmacy in University of London... Cool huh? So i guess there will be less noise in the house for a few years...*duno wat kind of feeling is this =.=
Bon Voyage my brother... and i shall see u in London soon xD
ps: ok honestly.............. i'll miss u.....
*200 - Cant Take My Eyes Off NeoNuu
I think im getting a bit over... I can watch the virtual hamster in my blog for hours... playing with it... moving my cursor on it... OMG...
Hamster just so so cute can die... WTF
Started to think to get one for myself... You know... as a loyal company... hehe
that's my last n only photo of my late hamster... See... they are just cute... too cute... At some point, i was so obsessed with hamster till i bought a original CD album of hamster dance... Its still in my house xD
ps: This is just a stupid post =.=
Hamster just so so cute can die... WTF
Started to think to get one for myself... You know... as a loyal company... hehe
that's my last n only photo of my late hamster... See... they are just cute... too cute... At some point, i was so obsessed with hamster till i bought a original CD album of hamster dance... Its still in my house xD
ps: This is just a stupid post =.=
*196 - 090909 With NTY
090909 - Long story leh... I think i'll just separate my birthday post to 3 parts xD
My 1st and earliest celebration was with my fellow NTY... Michelle insisted that we must have something special for dinner... so we went for Korean food... The Kyung Joo Korean Restaurant at Midvalley...
I'll save the food review for the next time :P We had a great time tasting the food but not filling our stomach... The food is just simply not enough for 5 ppl... and its expensive =.= (Actually i told Michelle d... since she wanna go... y not? XD)
Michelle sure going to blog bout it... See she busy taking the food photograph also...
The best thing NTY gave me is............... Tada~ Handmade... erm... booklet!? O.o
Comprise of our photos and their wishes for me :D Appreciate a lot... hehe...
ps: suppose this post should be up yest midnight... but stupid i TER-sleep =.=
My 1st and earliest celebration was with my fellow NTY... Michelle insisted that we must have something special for dinner... so we went for Korean food... The Kyung Joo Korean Restaurant at Midvalley...
I'll save the food review for the next time :P We had a great time tasting the food but not filling our stomach... The food is just simply not enough for 5 ppl... and its expensive =.= (Actually i told Michelle d... since she wanna go... y not? XD)
Michelle sure going to blog bout it... See she busy taking the food photograph also...The best thing NTY gave me is............... Tada~ Handmade... erm... booklet!? O.o
Comprise of our photos and their wishes for me :D Appreciate a lot... hehe...
ps: suppose this post should be up yest midnight... but stupid i TER-sleep =.=
*194 - Pre-090909 Anxiety
Just dunno how to explain my emo...
Dunno is it similar to prenatal anxiety? WTF
I dunno why i feel lost when it comes to handling the day... Some long time we didnt talked heart to heart... And i just scare that what if the night didnt turn out to be wat i planned?
Maybe i just scare of further dismissal...
Aiya... 090909 only ma... Just another lame stupid day with a stupid date... Of course i wish those tat married tat day happily ever after...
******
Got a call... Plan ruined... As i fear of............... :/
Dunno is it similar to prenatal anxiety? WTF
I dunno why i feel lost when it comes to handling the day... Some long time we didnt talked heart to heart... And i just scare that what if the night didnt turn out to be wat i planned?
Maybe i just scare of further dismissal...
Aiya... 090909 only ma... Just another lame stupid day with a stupid date... Of course i wish those tat married tat day happily ever after...
******
Got a call... Plan ruined... As i fear of............... :/
*180 - I'm So Packed...
Arrgghh...
Although i finished my test... I still doesnt seems to have my own time to do all the things i wish to do... including blogging =.= its edi 2am and i know i need to rest for tomorrow.. WTF
Please bear with me ya... Meanwhile... Enjoy this stage MTV from 1944 (even b4 my dad was born)... By the Rose Sisters...
Watch till the end ya... The real surprise is after 1 minute :D
1944 Rose Sisters... So What for China's Gymnasium? A piece of cake...
Although i finished my test... I still doesnt seems to have my own time to do all the things i wish to do... including blogging =.= its edi 2am and i know i need to rest for tomorrow.. WTF
Please bear with me ya... Meanwhile... Enjoy this stage MTV from 1944 (even b4 my dad was born)... By the Rose Sisters...
Watch till the end ya... The real surprise is after 1 minute :D
1944 Rose Sisters... So What for China's Gymnasium? A piece of cake...
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