*23 - Indifference (Lan Lan~ )

Indifferent
· adj.
1 having no particular interest or sympathy; unconcerned.
2 neither good nor bad; mediocre. not especially good; fairly bad.
– DERIVATIVES indifference n. indifferently adv.
– ORIGIN ME: via OFr. from L. indifferent- ‘making no difference’, from in- ‘not’ + different-, differre (see differ).

* Word of the semester
* Special thx to Michelle

The only word tat fits perfectly in describing the present me is INDIFFERENCE. As more and more issues raised, i found that more and more hidden agendas were being revealed too. The way u look at those people that u used to trust, even those that u had never believed, changed. When u got no choice to make, u'll tend to be indifferent. You'll juz wont even giv a damn~
Recently i did lost interest in a lot of things. When people dont appreciate what u did, u'll start to ask urself: Why do it all? Since people dont care bout something, then why u care so much? It wont serve any purpose of doing it, it wont please anyone, seems like its juz only to satisfy your will.

Im giving indifference a try. Try not to care. Try not to intefere others 'decision'. Try to look-see wat people think is right. Try to listen and act nothing. What is it like then?
College, CLub, so called 'FRENS'... Watever they do, had really really disappoint me. I lost interest, trust, commiment, dedication to fix it. Maybe i'll juz continue to stick SOLELY to my best of the best peer group. Other than that, sorry... i'd lost my hope.

Juz do watever u guyz want... I wont care... I'm exhausted~